Nothing but Me

Why can't a love so strong can never have a happy ending? I love him and he loves me as well. For God's sake, how I wish to have this man in my embrace forever. The smile, the touch, his eyes....OMG it's tormenting me...Last night I cried hard, I always cry whenever we had a fight. But last night is different, we never fight, but there is a certain decision we know we must do. And it's hard...I can see his teary eyes. The way he closed it everytime he can feel he's gonna cry. He just touched my cheeks, ohh I can feel his fingers as he brushes away my tears..Damn it's hot, the warmth I need to as my shelter. But all this soulful things will seem to falter...Each and every seconds counts. As we think very deeply about us. The relationship he just told his parents about, that made a gap between him and his father. The relationship he just announced but never fight for!

Believe me..breaking up with a near four-year old relationship is never an easy way.
It is pretty much better if we fight for something..but nevertheless, we have to do this, not for ourselves but for the ones we love..Yeah right..love is a sacrifice, it is not selfish...but how long can we endure this pain...If someday we'll meet and if he hold me again, even if we are both already committed, I will never let go. I'm sure I wont....