Let's talk about the undisputed love affair ek ek...
There just a story I eagerly wanted to share.
A story of love and destiny (if it was called so).
A typical grade school gurl so hurt by her blinded love at the boy nxt door.
At her young age, she manage to build her own castles of dreams..but as the tides gets high, waves came rushingand destroyed her castle.
She wept really hard. Assuring herself that she wud nver love anyone more than she love the boy.
Days pass, mnths and years. Nver did her heart beat for any man..Not until one day..she bump with him..accidentally.
All of a sudden, blood came rushing at her veins..drums began to roar...Here he is...in front of her..smiling..
Do he still know me? She managed to think.
To her surprise yes..It was just 7 years past.
She thought of it as her destiny...He is her destiny.
After a long years of silence, her heart burst his name..
The name of the boy she first love.
But the clouds already acuumulate to give a sudden vast storm.
It was raining when she saw the couple..happily sharing the moments under the umbrella.
The man holding the gurl's hands...the gurl so happy....She walk steady fast them..Did he able to notice her? Maybe not....As the rain pours so as the tears..her tears...She thought. she believe that it was a sign....Once she ask for him..his sign...then he appeared suddenly...Is this another sign telling her to stop believing that she can have him?
That was it..A hopeless romantic her...If she will be able to love another that is not as much as she love him...She tell herself..
She graduated in college.
Got a good job...but still longing for the lost love..
She had regret not telling him how she feels.
She just thought that it was mutual..that he also like her..To her dismay..the answer is not.
Of all these years she lived in her beliefs, in hope that eventually fades its way...
Now. here she is writing this journal once again...Not a single tear drop...A pain never seen at her lips..there is no regret....
Only one thing though...she swallowed her words...
Yes...She had love another wonderful man..
She even love him more than the first one..
She dunno know if she love him because in some sense they hve the same traits....
He even ask her hand for marriage...and she said yes..I do..I do...
Although it was still indefinite..
****
I am happy now...in 2 things though.
I change him (my bf) from being such a playboy to a one woman man-I guess....heheh
He made me believe that there is no such thing as destiny..
We build our own one.. But he told me onething bout us..It was magic!
That love is magic...
U thought that something has just vanished..but it was a trick...it was not even there.
His my first bf..and he doesnt even know that..
Am not his...but I dont care..I Know am his first in many things.....
I learned not to cry over spilled milk...yu know why...kc my chocolate pa s ref...more delicious.hahahah..joke.
I learned that fantasy differs from reality...
My first is a fantasy while my bf is my reality..
We should't bother ourselves to look for a man to love and who will love us in return...
True love finds its way ...To your way perhaps..
Sometimes we stumble not knwing that he's the one we've waiting for all of this time (I knew my bf eversince were just a kid..Never got an idea that someday he'll be my man)
It happens...for some reason it does..
Trust God..You know what? I think Pangs (Panget..as we call each other) is a product of my dreaded prayers at the church.hahahahha...gwabeee
And....pls...lang...wag magsalita ng tapos..hahah!
We've just celebrated our 36 months or should I say 3 years anniv. last feb...^_^
And how does our love story started? Well that's another tale..:>)
A story of love and destiny (if it was called so).
A typical grade school gurl so hurt by her blinded love at the boy nxt door.
At her young age, she manage to build her own castles of dreams..but as the tides gets high, waves came rushingand destroyed her castle.
She wept really hard. Assuring herself that she wud nver love anyone more than she love the boy.
Days pass, mnths and years. Nver did her heart beat for any man..Not until one day..she bump with him..accidentally.
All of a sudden, blood came rushing at her veins..drums began to roar...Here he is...in front of her..smiling..
Do he still know me? She managed to think.
To her surprise yes..It was just 7 years past.
She thought of it as her destiny...He is her destiny.
After a long years of silence, her heart burst his name..
The name of the boy she first love.
But the clouds already acuumulate to give a sudden vast storm.
It was raining when she saw the couple..happily sharing the moments under the umbrella.
The man holding the gurl's hands...the gurl so happy....She walk steady fast them..Did he able to notice her? Maybe not....As the rain pours so as the tears..her tears...She thought. she believe that it was a sign....Once she ask for him..his sign...then he appeared suddenly...Is this another sign telling her to stop believing that she can have him?
That was it..A hopeless romantic her...If she will be able to love another that is not as much as she love him...She tell herself..
She graduated in college.
Got a good job...but still longing for the lost love..
She had regret not telling him how she feels.
She just thought that it was mutual..that he also like her..To her dismay..the answer is not.
Of all these years she lived in her beliefs, in hope that eventually fades its way...
Now. here she is writing this journal once again...Not a single tear drop...A pain never seen at her lips..there is no regret....
Only one thing though...she swallowed her words...
Yes...She had love another wonderful man..
She even love him more than the first one..
She dunno know if she love him because in some sense they hve the same traits....
He even ask her hand for marriage...and she said yes..I do..I do...
Although it was still indefinite..
****
I am happy now...in 2 things though.
I change him (my bf) from being such a playboy to a one woman man-I guess....heheh
He made me believe that there is no such thing as destiny..
We build our own one.. But he told me onething bout us..It was magic!
That love is magic...
U thought that something has just vanished..but it was a trick...it was not even there.
His my first bf..and he doesnt even know that..
Am not his...but I dont care..I Know am his first in many things.....
I learned not to cry over spilled milk...yu know why...kc my chocolate pa s ref...more delicious.hahahah..joke.
I learned that fantasy differs from reality...
My first is a fantasy while my bf is my reality..
We should't bother ourselves to look for a man to love and who will love us in return...
True love finds its way ...To your way perhaps..
Sometimes we stumble not knwing that he's the one we've waiting for all of this time (I knew my bf eversince were just a kid..Never got an idea that someday he'll be my man)
It happens...for some reason it does..
Trust God..You know what? I think Pangs (Panget..as we call each other) is a product of my dreaded prayers at the church.hahahahha...gwabeee
And....pls...lang...wag magsalita ng tapos..hahah!
We've just celebrated our 36 months or should I say 3 years anniv. last feb...^_^
And how does our love story started? Well that's another tale..:>)
