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Thursday, April 14, 2005 

Dreamer as I am

I just scanned my frend's list in frenster and I find myself dreaming already. y?
I have seen my elem, hs and college clasm8s and frends, each one travels a different path. Each one seems to be happy for wat they are right now...and me?
Actually, no comment...am happy, though, for wat I got but my soul, searching for more, craving for something hard to reach, but I dunno wat is 8 tlga...kagulow ko talagang tawo.heheh.
Wen I was young I dont expect things..I dont have any dreams, ewan...Khit wen I graduated in college, ndi ko tlga lam ang gusto ko. akla ko gusto kong maging computer wizard, pero laro lng s computer ang alam ko.heheh..Ngayon ko lng napag-isip-isip, simple lang pla tlga ang gusto ko s buhay ko.
1. Actually yokong maging ganun kayaman, ung sapat lng pra maka2long din ako s iba. (3-5 years in d making)
2. Isa pa lang pangarap ang maging street teacher pra skin..gustung-gusto ko un. Pero dis tym, hindi ko p mggawa..Pero lam ko one day mgiging gnun din ako. (3-5 years in d making)
3. I wish to walk down the aisle with my baby waiting at the altar. Gusto ko ung sexy..backless ba! mahaba ung veil ko at strapless..yoko ng nakabraid ung hair kc very common..I rather hve my long hair in curls pra iba nman.hehehheheh.(1 year in progress)
4. I wish to have 3 little angels. sila Shane, Sydney at c Milan....(undetermine when)
5. I wish to become a writer someday..ung romance writer..tingin ko, forte ko yun...^_^..(this year...hoping)
6. I dream of having a computer rental business...Naku kelan kaya to? hmmmmm(5 years to the least)
7. I wish to travel abroad.....with my family and my baby's family, sempre...mas marami mas masaya....hihihihihi(7 years to the least)

~Waahhh ang dami kong pangarap...I hope God will give me long life to make my dreams come true...heheheh....I know that life is short..sometimes we just overlooked at it. Only to realized it was damn too late...waaahhh....~

~They say.."Sge mangarap ka pa...Libre nman eh...Kahit anong gusto mo..." I dont believe in that..uu nga libre mangarap..its free...pero me? kung mangangarap rin lang ako..sisiguraduhin ko matutupad ko.heheh..Mas masarap un ganun, khit mababa lang if u know u can have it with both hands..the feeling is outrageously overwhelming....
**Kya lang I hve a question...If i can have all my dreams come true..Will I be having a true happiness?...I dunno know..Maybe If I can see my love ones very happy (esp. my Lord) and can make them proud of me..Maybe then I can really have my very very secret ultimate dream come true....*wink