Nothing but Me

Mood Swing:

Ang pinoy talga..mahilig..sa Scandal..una mga Mindoro Scandal, Makati Scandal, Lasalle Scandal, etc...at heto nmn ngayon GloriaGate Scandal(although iba na ang theme ngayon..heheh)...Are we born scandalous? juk...Everywer lagi nlng pinag-uusapan..parang taeng nilalangaw sa kalsada ah...kahit mabantot, nakaksuka..gustong gusto parin ng mga langaw...
Ang sabi ng ibang langaw..gusto lng dw nilang malaman ang totoo..para sa bayan..para sa mamayan...Ikaw langaw ka rin ba?
Padami ng padami ang mga etch (tekla-issues na degrading) sa Pinas kya nga ung mga foreign investors, inaayawan n ung bansa ntin..No wonder why. Khit ako rin mnsan ndi ko nrin masikmura. Kung my greencard lang akow, fly nko eh. Kya lng kelangan magtiis dto. Hindi s wala kong pkialam...of course meron..it's just that, am sick and tired of ol these things..Garapal n ang politics..la nkong pinaniniwalaan s knila eh..Mahirap n nga bansa ntin, lalo p nilang nilulugmok...
My tanong lang akow. Bakit ngayon lng lumabas ang issueng ganito? More than a year ba bgo maestablished ang tactic nto? Grabee nuh, kwawa nmn tayo. Gusto lng guro nlng patlsikin si PGMA...about the issue of hearing the TRUTH..well wats the TRUTH nowadays? Meron pb? Pre-preho lng nmn silang garapal s position, talamak ang crab mentality, naghihilahan pababa. Kung patatalsikin c PGMA, sinong ipapalit? matino b? ndi ba't bka mandraya rin? hindi lang halata or wla lng ebidensya..heheh.
Huever that will be, i'm sure he's(general term) not doin this solely for people's interest...maybe for his/her own rather.

As for oppositions..it's ur right to reveal the truth..but wat is more important? This issue..well... Not for long, PGMA will soon leave her post..why not work on the real Issues.....and don't take this too long..pinapalala niu lng eh..bilisan n ung imbestigasyon at pagbigay ng evidence..Habang tumtagal kwawa ang Pinas..Hindi ako saludo s inyo..Sana gumawa nlng kau ng paraan s naghihirap nting mga kabbayan. Palibhasa mayayman kaung lahat. Kumakain ng sapat. Bkit ndi niu subukang mtulog s kalsada? kumain ng isang beses lang s isang araw o maybe hindi?

As for PGMA...if ur innocent...there's no nid to worry, right? that is if u are.

~~I hope this will end up. I hope bilisn n ng oposition ang pagpplabas ng evidence hindi puro presscon at pambibitin ang ginagwa...kkasar...pinapatagal pa..Bilisan niu nmn.
To all politicians! Ang galing niu! Bilib ako sa inyong magpabagsak ng bansa natin....Saan ka pa???? Onli in d Philippines!

Mood Swing:

Darn! How cud I fnish this novel? Less than 2 months and yet am not in the mere middle chapter...waah! Hirap kasi pagsbyin ang work at ang pagsulat...And one point though, I'm not yet a writer. La pa kong work n npupublish eh...The first novel I passed more than 2 months ago was "Returned", meaning...nakapanlulumong "REJECT". Pero despite of wat happened..Go-go prin me. sulat agen. Hopefully this one ay makapasa na. Khit Revision ok lng no-no s Reject. Not again.hehehe

Among those n nttndaan kong comments were:

1. Parang kayo lng ng sinusulat mo ang nagkkaintindihan. Kailangan ko pang basahin ulit ang istorya pra maintindihan ko.
~~Well, this mde me laugh...Nku pinahirpn ko pa ang editor s ginawa ko.heheheh. ok lng...ginwa ko nmn talgang mind buggling eh. Yoko kc ng plain and simple story na pagbinasa mo, parang lam mo n ung tkbo. And nver did I know na mgiging labyrinth ang takbo ng kwento ko.heheh....

2. Walang romance....
~~ Nung binasa ko siya kinilig nmn akow..pero nung mapag-isip-isip ko...Oo nga nuh. Konti lng kc ung kakilig moments ko dun s istorya..Kya next time. Tatadtarin ko ng kakilig moments. ^_^

Until now hndi ko nirevise ang novel n un, nwalan nko ng gana eh. Pro still nktago prin xa s closet ko...Ska ko nlng ulit bbsahin at ggwan ng paraan, pag nwala n ung dilemma ko s kanya. Sayang tlaga! Pagod..Time..at Money! Tsk-tsk-tsk

Mood Swing:

Am sick en tired of heavy traffic frm palico dwn to coastal rd.....*_*. Hay! pro la nmn me mgwa eh taga Cavite n ko eh.....*sigh. Yestrday was just a no-no gud experience i had.
I w8d so long for the a/c bus Jasper Jean that routes to Ortigas (where I work). Nkakainis nga kc nmn nka 4 bus hndi prin me mksakay..punuan kc eh.grrr...so w8 w8 lng me, ntuyo n nga ang buhok ko s kakahintay, kung tumgal p ng konti bka lalo lng kumulot dahil s sobrng kunsumisyon ko...*sigh. Then ..atlast my huminto..as usual siksikan..pero S-U-G-O---D! klangan, kundi uuwi nlng ako s bahay...(I can ride ordinry bus to Mrt then to Ortigas kya lng ang layo ng lalakarin ko sobra)...
And to top all the sweaty and hot as a grill feeling..heto my isang babaeng nkkainis s harapan ko..Gusto ko ngang ingudngud eh.heheh..pano b nmn lam niya n siksikan eh pag ngalaw ko ng bag ko ung long hair niya parang alam mo un, nag-tsk-tsk p xa. aba edi nag-tsk-tsk din kya akow.ehe.pag nasisiksik ko sia, sarcastically siyang gagalaw n parang padabog..naku..hindi niya lang alam..minsan sinasadya ko na!heheh..gusto ko lng siyang asarin talga. heheh. kakainis kc eh. ayaw ng msikip eh sna hindi nlng sia sumakay. Buti nlng hndi siya ngsalita dhil hyper nko ng tym n un, sasagutin ko tlga xa.bwahahah.
I just can't forget her. Nka white blouse sia and black slacks, long hair na mjo chubby. Mas maputi xa skin. Pero mas maganda akow.hehehe..juk...hndi nga mkinis ang face nia eh...Mukha siang nakakainis....so hu ever see her..Pkingudngud nlng for me.heheh..if mistaken identity ang nangyari...aba! Hndi ako ang gumawa nun ha. ^_^

Mood Swing:

Whenever I see wedding pictures in the mags, frensters, newspapers or any prints..
~The one hus hair flowed over her shoulders, wearing a silky white gown hus beads glitters like that of the stars. White flowers all around as if she were in a holy garden...The one who wore the golden tiara on a brunette hair, while the long , luscious veil whose lenght seems endless adds to the delight in her beautiful face. As she walk down the aisle, his gorgeous looking groom awaits at the holy altar..That wedding cud have been mine *sigh

Whenever I see a pregnant woman touching the bulging part of her tummy. Smiling to herself as if she knew what the baby will look like...
~It gives me a sudden thrill and a strike of envy to the womb who can hold a living.
Then I tell ma self...That lady, cud have been me *sigh

Whenever I see little boys and girls playing around the busy streets. Babies strolling down underthe gracious morning sunrays.
~ I can feel the sudden stab in my heart as I watch them wearing a facade smile.
That children whom I really adore most cud have been mine *sigh

Yes..I cry..under the blanket of my solitude I cry..helplessly. I just cant stop my tear glands from bursting all the salty liquid that paved its way to my watery eyes.
All those things cud have been me..cud have been mine..But as time slipping away, the vision of such came unreasonably blurred..
I cried for a wedding that cannot and will never ever happen to me.
I cried for a womb that I dunno if can bear a child of my own.
I cried for a child that I will and cant have...
~~These were my dreams..my completion..and yet others taken for granted....

~~an excerpt from my thoughts

Mood Swing:

our litle conversation
are turning into little sweet sensation
and they're only getting sweeter everytime

our friendly get togethers
are turning into visions of forever
if i just believe this foolish heart of mine

i can't pretend
that i'm just a friend
'cause i'm thinking maybe we were meant to be

~~~~How in d world did I made a sense with this song? Grrr.. I Really dun understand why I cried....Hay naku....Hayy Iyakin tlga akow. hehehe