Nothing but Me

Let the leaves fell down against the strong wind
Let it fall to the ground
ALong with the dust and sand

And when the rain comes
let it comes down with the pours
Tiny little peebles along its way,

gently brushes by the day.
Set your sail before you dry
And leave nothing but brown and lie

As the freshesness still wrap up,
let the flow lead you to sea
Set sail along the breeze

Find the man I long to see
When you find him
Bring him back to me

Under the tree I'm waiting to thee.

I'm on the 2nd day turmoil of my broken self. Damn, even the weather seems to symphatize with me...ok lang atleast my nkkramay ako...

Wherever I look at, I can see no beauty, no flowers and no birds at all. Only the blank faces of strangers passing through me. Syeet..I really hate this feeling.
Today is just the second day of my days without him....And many more days to come...

Ang eng-eng ko talga....Naiiyak n namn ako..waahhhh..I just hate it...Dumadami n tao dto sa office, nangangamatis n nman ang ilong ko..wahhhh...

Why can't a love so strong can never have a happy ending? I love him and he loves me as well. For God's sake, how I wish to have this man in my embrace forever. The smile, the touch, his eyes....OMG it's tormenting me...Last night I cried hard, I always cry whenever we had a fight. But last night is different, we never fight, but there is a certain decision we know we must do. And it's hard...I can see his teary eyes. The way he closed it everytime he can feel he's gonna cry. He just touched my cheeks, ohh I can feel his fingers as he brushes away my tears..Damn it's hot, the warmth I need to as my shelter. But all this soulful things will seem to falter...Each and every seconds counts. As we think very deeply about us. The relationship he just told his parents about, that made a gap between him and his father. The relationship he just announced but never fight for!

Believe me..breaking up with a near four-year old relationship is never an easy way.
It is pretty much better if we fight for something..but nevertheless, we have to do this, not for ourselves but for the ones we love..Yeah right..love is a sacrifice, it is not selfish...but how long can we endure this pain...If someday we'll meet and if he hold me again, even if we are both already committed, I will never let go. I'm sure I wont....