Nothing but Me

I already mailed my MS thru JRS at 2:00 pm..gosh..sa wakash....now I can sleep tight....
I've been thinking of it, everyday, everynight...Hayy..all I have to do now is to wait the verdict of my Manuscript.."RETURN, REVISE or ACCEPT"....ano kaya sa tatlo?
kakatakot..Bahala na...Needs alot of prayers and hope...gud luck my MS....Good luck Lily....I've done my part..now it's yours...
wish* wish*

I hate MOJACKO, DOREIMON and Hi-blood
Those were the three men I don't like to mingle with.
How I wish not to see them here, but I know it's impossible
not unless I resigned. Duhhhh..Hanggang kelan ba?
Nakakiniip naman. Minsan I just dream of winning in the lottery
so I can resign in this work. It's making me dumbass here.
And it's triggering my "Poor Me Syndrome"
I've been here more than 2 years. So bakit ba ako nagtyatyaga d2, kung ayaw ko na?
It's simple....MONEY...FINANCIAL SUPPORT.
Haaayyyy, pag un ang laging reason, I will never be happy here.
Pero I have to work, that's y kahit ayaw ko na, sige lang.
Madalas naiinis ako d2...Madalas hinihiling ko na sana, 5:30 na..Sana uwian na.
I'm sick and tired of doing things na hindi ko naman talaga ginusto.
I want to write..to write...and write everything that comes
into my mind..I will never be contented not until I fulfill what I want to..really and badly want.

01-05-2005

Here I am busted by the piles of work in front
Taking up my merienda at 5:03 pm
I just can't skip not jotting this thoughts I have
in mind.
Here Sally is bragging me that Jonas has no time
for her anyway
Duuuuhh. I dnt think so
I know the guy loves her so.
I dnt know whats the fuss on them
Last night I heard that my dear
cousin has an LQ with his gf
Do I smell a break-up? Heheheh
I dnt know, I think I have to eavesdrop a
little bit more.
Hek!
Tsk.Tsk.Tsk.
Many lovers do break apart
Many hearts were hurt
Many tears had shed
I hope and pray that we never part
My Bby and I
We've been together almost a year since I ask him to
be my boyfrend.hahah
But why does our relationship keeps getting stronger
despite the distance and the intrigue of
what we call "Reputasyon ng Pamilya"
I dnt know. At the back of my mind I do know
But I dnt have a hint if its the real point
The only reason I know is..
because of...
Him...
Even there so many times I decided and
challenge a break up
He's just there, not minding my fuss
Hahahaha.
Doesnt even think Im serious.heheh
Well because he can read my mind and heart
and he knows I dnt really
want to break apart
Until now we stand stronger....because
He loves
He understands
He fights..
3 common things everybody knows
but few only understands.
GOD, I thank HIM for bringing
my baby in my life
The most desirable man a woman
could ever want...
And I have him.
Am a lucky gurl am I? ^_^