Friday, February 25, 2005 

Out for Coffee!



It was Friday-Freeday!
Am stuck on my bed doin nothin..exchanging glances with that lizard on our celing. Sometimes titigan with the my neighboring cat...pustahan kun sino ang unang maduling...hek..gwabee la lang talga ako magawa..
While the three muskeeters are playing "tong-it"..Walang gustong magpaproxy...ang tagal kong naghintay kung sino ang gustong tumao..Pero..wala..wala..wala. Luckily..

2:30 pm- a superman ringtone was heard from my dormant cellphone..Atlast...may naka-alala...It was my HS bestfriend..askin me if am busy..if we can go out..basta libre ko xa..Aba! ang loka..nagyaya tapos ako manlilibre..Teka lang...Ireplied "La me pera, la me sweldo..pambayad pa ng bahay ko kc na aproved na un loan ko",

2:35 pm- she answered.."Talga? edi magcelebrate tayo. nood tyo ng Constantine".
I replied again.." La me panlibre sau..Gus2 u KKB nlng..san b? wat tym?"

2:38 pm- sa Glorietta, mkkhabol kpb s start mga 5:30 un." Ask ko" Siguro, hindi p ko nliligo, nand2 me s bahay."

2:40 pm- "cge text k nlng pag nasa Ayala kn. Am here sa Makati"...."Ok", sabi ko..

Napasubo ata ako ah...sa totoo lng takot pko punta Makati ...dahil s bombing chuva...pero bahala na..Edi dating ako..We watch Constatntine..as in sobrang cute tlga ni Keanu Reeves..long tym crush ko un since HS palng ako kya...sobra akong kilig nun ah..

The last tym we met kc eh its just cguro last Nov, 2004 s Heritage..Durin our classmates wedding day..Mjo tagal n rin kc almost 3 months na eh...

She treat me s Burger King and before we got home, we went at Starbucks..I orderd Mocha ek ek Frap.. at treat ko nmn po ito..ok lang minsan lang nman eh..hehehe..nautakan ako ni Bestfrend dun ^_^ kiddin'. Hay nku ang sarap ng feeling to talk with her just like before..And she talk to me as if were two matured ladies n.hahah..anyways kahit were both 24, we didnt feel we are.hahah..parang 18 pklng kami.hek hek hek..I tell her my plans..Nkkatawa nga eh..kc I told her i wanna be a writer.hahah..She laughed..Sbi ko..Bkit xa natatwa...then she corrected...natutuwa lng dw..heheh..its all d same..sbi ko.heheh.We think of my pseudoname khit wala p nga...kunsabagay hindi masama ang mangarap right.

I feel lucky to still have her..I hve very few friends..totoo yun..Pero Maelyn is one of those whom I value most...

2/25/2005 09:11:00 PM | |

Thursday, February 24, 2005 

What if?

What if the one true love u've waited for ur life u find in a wrong person? Wud u grab it? or just leave it behind and risk by hoping that he's not the one for you.
wud you go for, yet another chance of your lifetime? And cried over for the lost love? or go against the world? Against all the rules and by-laws set from generations to another genre
Wud u turn ur back to the people who thinks only what is right for you? Wud ur conscience bear to see how they suffer because of shame? Wud u just leave them behind and had ur will to go on?
Those were the people who loves you. Some were those whose lips tells you the right thing to do. Some were those whose hands once caress you. Some were those whose tongue judges you. Some were those whose eyes criticize you. Those were the people around you.
For they were the ones who set the rules. The ones who protest for good. But if they were the law, if they know what is good and bad, then wat can they say about love?
What if I disobey their rules because of love? Am I right or wrong?
If love is good, then why does loving you becomes wrong? Just because were of the same lineage?And that the berry liquid in our veins comes from the same old trunk? Does it makes difference if i love another trunk?
What if i live my life according to the sacred scroll they called so? Will I be happy? Will I find love?
Nope.Never will I. I Can't. I just can't.
Someday, they'll understand.Someday, they'll know. That that true meaning of love is worthy as being right. I find it in you.
And if loving you is wrong, Bby, I just dnt want to be right.

Wheew...ako ba ang nagsulat nto...? I cant blieve but its true..ako nga!
~para sa pinakamagaling na cadet ng sanuki~

2/24/2005 04:21:00 PM | |

Wednesday, February 23, 2005 

Wheew..muntik na

Pinagpawisan ang palad ko at talampakan sa sobrang nerbyos..grabeeh..Muntik nko mabuking ng kachatmate ko.Lunch ng tumawag xa sa kin at makipagchikahan dahil sa promo ng pldt na 10 pesos per call..Hindi n nga ako kumain ng lunch dahil sa kadadakdak. Whoossh then suddenly he decided to go to the hospital where I am an intern..(daw)..Then I receive a message telling me na he's goin to park the car na..Anak ng teteng..desidido ang loko n makipagkita sa kin dun ah..Pusang gala, biglang kumabog ang dibdib ko, nilamigan ang mga palad ko at tumaas ata ang blood pressure ko s nalaman ko. E sino b namang tao ang hindi kakabahan..pano ba namn ako makikipagkita kay Ciao (lets call him as such) sabi ko nasa Manila me tapos nandito pala ko sa Ortigas..Pucha..lahat na yata ng mura nasabi ko na sa sobrang kaba. Anyways.. buti na lang magaling ako..napalusot ko ang situation.haaayyyy! salamat tlga!...Isa talga akong malaking pasaway..Buti na lang nasa may Roxas Blvd. na xa. Makkhinga na ako ng maluwag nito..Wheewww! Pag nagkataon, masisira ang career ko sa pagiging isang napakagandang babae.
Ika nga ni Kris Aquino sa isang commercial sa television "Can't anyone love me for who I am?"
Minsan masarap maging feeling maganda kahit hindi nman talaga. *wink* bwahahahha!

2/23/2005 03:35:00 PM | |

 

Ang hinaing ng Frustrated writer

^_^I hope am on my way to wat Im aiming to be...I wanna be a good writer someday..heheh..totoo po un. I think yesterday I joined tagalogromancewriters yahoo group.KEWL! I chat with good writers s group..ang sarap pla ng feeling if u know where u belong, right. Matagal ko ng gustong magpasa ng manuscript ko kya lng mahina pa ang loob ko..Im afraid to fail Im afraid to get disappointed.Pero as I read ung journey ni Ms. almira Jose s kanyang site, I pick up some pieces of courage..Wish ko lang its enough to step my foot forward the door of PHR.
Anyways later at night Im gonna read again my work for some editing if needed so....:-)

2/23/2005 02:25:00 PM | |