Thursday, April 28, 2005 

CHUVA- WORD WARRIOR

Congratulations, Chuva!
Your IQ score is 115

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others.

Your Intellectual Type is Word Warrior. This means you have exceptional verbal skills. You can easily make sense of complex issues and take an unusually creative approach to solving problems. Your strengths also make you a visionary. Even without trying you're able to come up with lots of new and creative ideas. And that's just a small part of what we know about you from your test results.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005 

The Power of NEN


Yipeeeeee! He's comin'. I can feel the emerging power of his NEN, easing down to every vein in my soulfull body. Feeling the harsh breathing from his nostrils, the lingering scent of man's fragrance I adore most.
If only I can fastforward the time...but i can't. So I have to pull maself together, drop down to my knees, pray for a longer patience to wait. New York's tym is 12 hrs. behind ours, so April. 25 evening is already a morning or never the less before lunch of Apr. 26 here. With an additional 15 hours (if Im not mistaken) travel to Manila. Waaahh....it's driving me nuts...
After a long 10 months of gruelling waiting and hoping.....Now, my bby is coming!

Thursday, April 14, 2005 

Dreamer as I am

I just scanned my frend's list in frenster and I find myself dreaming already. y?
I have seen my elem, hs and college clasm8s and frends, each one travels a different path. Each one seems to be happy for wat they are right now...and me?
Actually, no comment...am happy, though, for wat I got but my soul, searching for more, craving for something hard to reach, but I dunno wat is 8 tlga...kagulow ko talagang tawo.heheh.
Wen I was young I dont expect things..I dont have any dreams, ewan...Khit wen I graduated in college, ndi ko tlga lam ang gusto ko. akla ko gusto kong maging computer wizard, pero laro lng s computer ang alam ko.heheh..Ngayon ko lng napag-isip-isip, simple lang pla tlga ang gusto ko s buhay ko.
1. Actually yokong maging ganun kayaman, ung sapat lng pra maka2long din ako s iba. (3-5 years in d making)
2. Isa pa lang pangarap ang maging street teacher pra skin..gustung-gusto ko un. Pero dis tym, hindi ko p mggawa..Pero lam ko one day mgiging gnun din ako. (3-5 years in d making)
3. I wish to walk down the aisle with my baby waiting at the altar. Gusto ko ung sexy..backless ba! mahaba ung veil ko at strapless..yoko ng nakabraid ung hair kc very common..I rather hve my long hair in curls pra iba nman.hehehheheh.(1 year in progress)
4. I wish to have 3 little angels. sila Shane, Sydney at c Milan....(undetermine when)
5. I wish to become a writer someday..ung romance writer..tingin ko, forte ko yun...^_^..(this year...hoping)
6. I dream of having a computer rental business...Naku kelan kaya to? hmmmmm(5 years to the least)
7. I wish to travel abroad.....with my family and my baby's family, sempre...mas marami mas masaya....hihihihihi(7 years to the least)

~Waahhh ang dami kong pangarap...I hope God will give me long life to make my dreams come true...heheheh....I know that life is short..sometimes we just overlooked at it. Only to realized it was damn too late...waaahhh....~

~They say.."Sge mangarap ka pa...Libre nman eh...Kahit anong gusto mo..." I dont believe in that..uu nga libre mangarap..its free...pero me? kung mangangarap rin lang ako..sisiguraduhin ko matutupad ko.heheh..Mas masarap un ganun, khit mababa lang if u know u can have it with both hands..the feeling is outrageously overwhelming....
**Kya lang I hve a question...If i can have all my dreams come true..Will I be having a true happiness?...I dunno know..Maybe If I can see my love ones very happy (esp. my Lord) and can make them proud of me..Maybe then I can really have my very very secret ultimate dream come true....*wink

Friday, April 08, 2005 

aNiMe FANatic! whewwwwww


Gwabbbbbeeee...one of my soooo many faves manga......I love Kurei so much!

Monday, April 04, 2005 

A Caramel Frap...

That was a very tiry Saturday, after doing my laundry..my frend invited me out sa Glorietta with our other barkada..actually we are four in a group in high school.
While waiting for the late-as-usual frend of ours, we spend tym talking and laughing at starbucks...I never ordered agen the mocha frap..instead caramel frap nlng. Kc feeling ko nhihilo ako eh.heheh..dyok. kya I changed course...anyways, am happy to talk with my frends...We talk about lovelife, issues, the gigs we had wen wer in high school...To my surprised, nkka five bf n pla ang frend ko..kkloka ang bruha, anyways, hindi katkataka, she's prettier now..But she's heartbroken...waahh..I choose my questions for her..I dont wanna mess up her day...bka kc umiyak eh, pagpinaalala ko pa.heheh...then she ask me...ok..gnito un then ganyan...as I told her.

~~I just can't understand why such love turns out to be a wrong one..If loving someone is the right thing a human emotion can do...then why does it's wrong to love such a right person...the only thing is that just bcause he or she is somewhat ur aunt's/uncle's daughter/son? Hek...watever hindi ko rin maintindihan...Napaisip tuloy ako dun s topic n pinag-uspan naminn...^_^~~ There is one thing I know for sure....There is no such thing as wrong love...there's no even...right love at the wrong time....love is always been right so as the time u felt love...maybe it's just loving a right person in a way no body can comprehend...not even the laws and criticisms of our society...God teaches us how to love, He even allowed us to feel that way, for a reason...in His own time.***
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Friday, April 01, 2005 

To Define Thee!

It has been a topic all over..everywhere...Some says it's magic..some says it's like a rosary..Others may say it's something cannot be seen but can be felt by heart...Gosh! Do they really understand it? I really dunno...Years ago, I used to define it as what they say..Stuck inside my staceys pad...consuming my solitude...I gotta think a more definite and not so complicated terms to define what is so called love.....^_^

Love is somewhat like this....

Out of the blue:
She: Bakit mo ko mahal?
He: Ewan ko.
She: Hmmp!
He: Eh, hindi ko nga alam eh, ang kulit mo naman talga!

He: Ang dami-dami namang magaganda at sexy jan..Ewan ko ba kung bakit ikaw pa!
She: Gnun? So ibig mong sabihin, hindi ako maganda!
He: *laugh..Kaw nagsabi niyan hindi ako....*wink
She: *kurot....

During fight at the mall:
He: *murmuring
She: Minumura mo ba ako? *galit
He: Bakit kelan ba kita minura?
She: Eh anong sinasabi mo..kung galit ka sabihin mo!
He: OO..galit ako. Dahil hindi mo sinabi na napipilitan k lng pla sa relation natin.
She: Magbreak na tayo!
He: Mamya na tayo mag-usap.
She: Ngayon na...gusto ko ng matapos 'to.
He: *silent
She: Ano? break na? Hindi ako aalis dito kapag hindi ka umuuo.
He: *silent
She: Bahala ka sa buhay mo..E di umuwi kang mag-isa.
He: Sge na! Break n kung break!
Go home..
She: * teary-eyed
He: *ears red (heheheh)
Mommy: Oh bakit ngayon lang kayo?
She: *go to room (saying nothing)
He: *follow
She: Bakit nandito ka pa?
He: Mag-usap tayo.
She: Dba break na tayo.
He: *calling mommy
Sabi ni Nine break n daw po kami. *sumbong
Mommy: Bakit nu nangyari?
She: Ewan ko jan!
Mommy: *sermon
then mommy go to sala...
He: Oh panu ba yan edi hindi na tayo break. *placing his hand on her shoulder
She: Ewan ko sau.
He: Sorry na....ngingiti n yan ^_^
She: *teary-eyed....Kaw kasi eh....*embraced him tight

~~ That's love..u cannot define it literary coz it defies every meaning..It exists in different forms..different situations....~~